Smiling

A picture depicts a thousand words. 

See that smile? I'm hella happy. :) 

That day, that day, is the day I have to let go.

I can't believe that I'm going through an abnormal condition called "having a crush on a best buddy." It's seriously abnormal because he told me before that had a crush on me and I was to worried about that I did not mind it in the first place thinking he was kidding. Now, he has a crush on someone else, bere I am, having a crush on him. I'm flaunting my stupidity here. But despite the fact that I sort of like him because he's way too funny and sweet, I keep on helping him to get the girl that he loves. Imagine, we (together with my other friends) told his PARENTS that we will do the project in my girl-friend's house but the truth is, only me and my girl-friend will do it... as for him, he'll go SOMEWHERE ELSE. Ugh, I'm so... WHAT? Is this unconditional love? Loving someone without asking for something in return? Heck, no. This is stupidity. Not just that, while we were doing our Performance Task (together with my 2 buddies) in his room, he would hug me and lean on my shoulder from time to time. I know that he's like that to every girls and he used to do it to me before but how come now, there's this weird butterflies in my stomach when he hugged me. :( Well, I don't hug back {Cause they think I'm an emotionless robot}. WHATEVER. I just don't want our friendship to reach the BROKEN LINE. I want us to be friends. At the same time, I want us to be US. :( #UncertainPart2