20 BLESSED MINUTES.

20 Minutes

20 minutes. That is all I have. Now, I only have 19 because this freakin website eats a lot of MB causing my wi-fi to slow down. SLOW DOWN. I NEED TO SLOW DOWN. These past few days all I ever think of is that my life is in the fast lane (as if I’m inside Ethan Hawke’s Ferrari and he’s doing all his best to speed up, and eventually making me throw up). So let’s have a recapitulation of what had occurred on these past few days of my so-called enchanting life…

I was tasked to be a guy for the Mr. and Mrs. Intramurals. Ofcourse, they called me the ESCORT and Ian Pante was my muse. Okay, the thing is that… I don’t really know how to act as a guy or a boy. I’m not even boyish at all (nor a totally girly one. I’m just… right or exact if that word fits me).  AN ESCORT. Like seriously… of all people, why me? HAHAHA.  The funny thing was, I already wore his jersey and pants when one of my classmates approached me and said, “let’s exchange jerseys.” So I did what she asked. Unknowingly, I wore “HIS” jersey. They jersey of my former crush. (Not really his jersey but the jersey he broughtL). LOL. I don’t know but I was immensely happy. L Though I shouldn’t be. I mean… it’s his jersey… so what? There won’t be a possibility that we will be together by wearing his jersey or a possibility that he will love me again. I felt so stupid. STUPID in a way that I am back to my old self…. PERSISTENT ABOUT LOVE. Always insisting… always ASSUMING >. 

ANOTHER PASSED BY. Our Physics teacher returned our notebooks and since I am the "pageturner", once I opened it, I saw a cute tiny red post-it attached on a single page with words, "Sorry :) - Sir Sam". <3 THAT MADE MY HEART... OH. :"""""""""""""""""""""> It was.. it was.... the downside of it was.. he somewhat tore accidentally a part of the page... but... nevermind the downside. What matters most is the NOTE, that cute 3 words note. x MADE ME BLUSH FOR LIKE A LIFETIME. HAHAHA! It's a great feeling. :( :) LOL. #IhaveacrushonmyPhysicsTeacherSinceDay1